Reverie

diary entry 101

helloooooo sorry i hadn't been updating recently because i'm of busy ((having fun)) in the holidays and i have so many drafts with tons of pictures hahahaha i'll upload them asap soon when i have the time.

I was feeling really down a few days back((but im okay already thanks to my lovely friends!!)) due to some personal stress and pressure which basically was all about me being stupid and thinking the grass on the other side is always greener and believing some idiot that im in a disadvantage situation but not the grass is greener where you freaking water it.

like seriously now thinking back i seriously think i'm dumb for accepting the fact that i was in the disadvantage situation and i should just give up and go somewhere else. i was totally lost without determination just waiting for time to pass until my friends come about telling to i had to figure a way out and nobody can help me if i dont want to and i had to find a way out to clear that freaking obstacle.

even my parents knew that i was in such a bad mood so we had a 3 generation dinner after my performance with my loveliest grandma ((who gave me a lot of inspiration, advices and encouragement i swear i love her okay she's the cutest and coolest)) with my boy cousies that were secute and cheerful like going out with them is just overwhelming of adorableness

I'm late for posting this sorry my internet was really weak and the photos wouldn't load ((but nothing much just my photos))

Disclaimer: this photos are MOSTLY candids of my lil cousy (one twins and one just a guy), and mostly i mean 95% with other addition to food and group photos. so don't bother looking if you aren't exactly into young cute kids LOL

trying to make them take a hug photo but the younger one just doesn't cooperate

unglam but like finally right

when i was snapping this the older one (back facing) shouted he's my best brother ever and everybody was staring. such sweetness. blessed little kids.